It looks like I may be alone now

No views, no check in's.....am I alone here now? Guess it doesn't really matter, this was never meant to be a public forum. Mannnnnn just so much over the last three months. To try deal with, comprehend, just....come to terms and grips with. I left the house a week ago today, as in LEFT left, with a bag, packed with clothes. And yes, I am back now. I could'nt leave my bug behind. Love him too much.

My personal relationship, right now with L, is...hesitant, its on new ground. And we are both treading carefully, which is good, and also......just makes questions. More than answers, so again, taking it day by day.I do love her, I just don't always understand her I guess.