Yep, just screaming on the inside. Just dying to reach out. To touch, to laugh, to connect. On the outside? Sitting here writing this instead.
Its so much easier that way, at the end of the day. Tomorrow I will get up, and not stress abotu who I said what too..I may of broken a personal record tonight. I drank a full bottle of whiskey and am eyeballing the sleping meds. I can feel sinus's creeping up on me, so why not?
Why not just chug those fuckers and manage to get my too eyes close for more than 4 hrs? Hell its not even about my eyes, its about my mind. Why not chug those fuckers and get to switch off for a few hours.
Its taken a long, loooong time to see things. Well see them as I do, and I dont know if thats a worry or a dare.But tonight, lets play with them tablets!
1. You drink enough whiskey that you get curious.
2. you find the tabs.
