Sometimes, a gift given unexpected, or unasked for, does make the difference. I got a gift today of 4 bottles of wine, for a job I didn't have to do. It was nice. And then, the shit storm began........
L got A a rat. A for real, fucking home pet rat. You know, I wouldn't be.....no not angry.........just.....disappointed if......there is no if. I'm looking for accommodation here in the area. I'm done fighting, and I'm done lying down. The arguments in my head right now are overwhelming, but one things for sue, I'm done.
L asked "oh but what must I do to make it right?", and she doesn't get it. Its not about making it right, its about what was there, and you just ignored it. I'm not bitter, I'm not angry. I've reached a point where WE all have to ask ourselves what the reality of the situation is. And from my part, well, I'm done. Congrats, you win. I'm just done. I'm going to walk away. DO what you want, when you want, however you want, its all cool, decide and do.
Aiden, no, I'm not letting that little man go just like that. I will pay a price higher than heaven or earth for that little man, but I have realized that the rest......well carry the fuck on. All of you. Its always easier written than done, but I know these grounds. I've stepped on these mounds of disappointment and humiliation and 'a fresh start' before. I've done it before, Ill do it again. But as far as my lines go, my boundaries, I'm done.
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