Red Letter Day

And so it all comes down. Been working on my 'positive thinking', my outlook on life, and then today comes along and just outright kicks me in the balls.A hard day, on so many fronts. Both seen and unseen. Just.....a Fucking Hard Day.

But I'm still working on my positive thinking. It will all be ok, it will all work out. Already had my first 2 fights, and hey wow, bring it on, my claws are out now. Its not about the fighting, its about so much more than that, but all of that, every little bit of it, is worth the fight. Its sad that there's even fighting involved, its not meant to be this way. But it is what it is. The details, and intricacies of the whole story, that's for another day. But I know why I'm fighting now, I know why I'm angry.

Flip side B. I know why I'm sad.