Im finding that calm in myself. Getting to that place where it's not about anger, or frustration or hurt. Its quiet. Its sticking your head out of that canopy of trees and seeing a bigger picture, being out where the air is cool and fresh. Its reminds me of the scene in The Hobbit, in Mirkwood forest when Frodo climbs a tree and finally reaches the top of the forest. Sometimes, often times, its so hard to get trapped below, with thoughts like giant spiders that want to drain you to the point of exhaustion but not let you go.
There have been things happening in my life, just things that have made me look up, try and get to that light I see above. And I'm enjoying that feeling of getting closer to the fresh air. Of getting closer to who and what I could be. Not fully realised, but that's a yet. So far its a subtle change in every day life, seeing things and noticing things and knowing whats worth noticing. Hearing the same things, but perceiving a totally different message. Its all changed.
And I like it.
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