Apparently a covid thing

Well here I am, the whole world's changed, but not much in my life. Its still just.....churning on. Everything that was wrong before, is still wrong now. I dont know the emoji for a shoulder shrug. Just taking it one day at a time. One...half at a time. One quarter at a time. Fuck, ok. one hour at a time. One minute at a time, every 30 secs at a time. Just watching, just analysing, just shoulder shrugging, one teeth clentching, nail ripping, moment at a fucking time.

Im calm.