There are just those days hey. Those days when you get the break you want, and you enjoy the time alone, and you just remember. And you miss some of the people that were part of your life, and you dont miss more. Today is one of those days. Its so tempting to just pick up a phone and say hi, but you know you will end up doing more damage than good. That you will end up hurting more people, than healing, or making feel better. So you sit back, take a sip of wine, and try not to remember. But you do, because saying dont think about a white elephant makes you do exactly that.
And you remember the chats, and you remember how it all felt, and you remember....other things. And you look around and ask, are you happy? And while the answer is yes, you dont understand why, or how come you miss people that much. How does it work? Or is it a lie that you're happy then? The answer, is entirely up to you at the end of the day.
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