Well, ive been staring at the screen for 30 mins, and this is the first thing ive been able to write thats made any sense. Everything seems locked up. Everything seems to be an image or a feeling, a color or a smell. And for the first time in a long time Im struggling to find the words to explain it all.
Maybe its because, I dont know how i feel. Theres a lot to be happy about, theres a lot to be frustrated about, and theres a bit to be angry about. How exactly i feel, is the confusing part. Hahaha! Its almost as if feeling all that, makes me feel numb. Its looking into the snow globe, but theres so much snow floating around its hard to make out the object in it. So i guess, like with a snow globe, you just give it time and let it settle. Im hoping it will make sense over time.
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