Its hard to put all of it in words. I listened to music from when I was young and.......well just young. Cant say how much I enjoyed it. Depeche mode, tears for fears, bruce springsteen. Just things that touch nerves I have left alone for a long time. Maybe there is something in me I tried to forget. Something I left alone for a long time. I still dont know what it is, or was. Ive always fel tthis way, a little left out, a little off the beaten track. I get all the artistic meanings of that, but it doesnt help when you dont know what that really means.

I've always stood out, but always stood in? does that make sense? People said I would be well known and whatever because of who I am, by nature. I never believed them. We all all stand out if any one ever looks closely enough. (Sometime Dec 2015)