A new year, a new beginning, or so they say. Same shit, different year, would be others words. I'm somewhere in between. My only resolution this year, is to not have resolutions. To have a mould you know will break is pointless. To just go with the flow and let this year mould itself seems more fun and interesting.
I just feel that trying more ends up offering less. And before we all stand aghast with expressions of horrid blah blah, hear me out. For me, life turned out to be like Love. The more I focused on it, the more elusive it became. I still don't know what my passion is, I still dont know what my life calling is, I actually still don't know anything. BUT...that's where things change. No more peer group pressure. I think I may have found a place of being ok with that, not totally, but a little. Anyone having anything to say about that, is more than welcome to come have a chat with me. Hahahaha! Its not aggressive, not even passive aggressive, it just is. I'm not saying go be a bum on the streets or anything like that. I will prob never be president, or Director of NASA, and that's fine. I'm happy with that. I can only do the things that are with in my grasp to touch and change. I'm not in that space right now, that's all.
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