It's a nasty word that. Expectation. And its taken me long enough to realise how much I have depended on it. Living on, or in expectations.
But its also dbl sided. I have expectations as welll, dont I? So...just a quick mental chart then...who has achieved my expectations? When I think of how I want to be treated, and things I want done for me, or to me, by virtue of expectation.....No one.
So why am I still playing this game? Where is the world getting these balls to think I must just carry on giving, because soemone thought they seserved it? I see a tough time coming up, and for once, bring it on bitches. I dont sheath my claws anymore.
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