Ebb and flow

I hate the way you treat me

I hate the ebb and flow

I hate that when I touch myself

Its to you, that my mind goes.

I hate that I still miss you

And feeling you up close

I hate that you dont get it

that its you I miss the most.

I hate that things are changing

I hate that you dont see

I hate that it always hurts so much

That you dont know you were meant for me

I hate that theres no closure

I hate that Im in pain

I hate every day a little more

and I know that hate's in vain.