Life as a blur

Yes, that's all it is right now a blur. But mostly, I miss the chats, thats something that crosses my mind daily. Christmas and its drama are over, work has settled in to a disorganized state of panic. Home is more stable, but through all of that, I find myself tired. At that point again of shying and hiding from the world. Anything that isnt work related, gets ignored after hours. Anything personal, well that for the most part gets ignored as well. I just want silence. More quiet, less people.

I need to make time to actually write it all down, to work through it in my own way, but right now is not that time.