Release

I feel frustrated. I feel... out of touch. I feel like theres things happening and I'm the last one to find out. I feel isolated.

Normally I'm ok with isolated, but now, this. I dont know. I feel like an add on.

I feel obsolete. I feel outdated. I feel left behind.

I dont like these feelings, but it is what it is. I feel what I feel. How do I change this? How do I change how I feel?

I feel there is so much I must just live with. I feel there is so much I must just accept.

I feel like I'm talking to a brick wall. But at least it has a face, and hollow eyes and nods, and then goes on anyway.

I feel like I have absolutely no control.

This is an example of what would be considered very bad writing, it all has 'I' in it. But I'm not writing this for acclaim. I'm writing this because it's how I feel.