It's not that I'm not a hater. I hate with the best of them. But Im tired. Tired of fitting in and making adjustments for people I dont really know, for reasons I'm unsure of. Sometimes, those decisions have a wide area affect. Tonight, it turns out that Area of Effect is my decision.

Pretty simple for me, Date Time Where. Then I pitch, and "uhm, no a different char" then "uhm....no this char cant do X." Then FUCK THAT from my part.Online gaming is one thing, gaming with friends who try to define who you are to THEIR friends, something else. I got tired of running around after an hour wait for them.

Im so so angry right now, but thats not something new. Im always up for a fight. I want to push people further away and I dont quite know why?